A Healer's Journey

I am a Torch Bearer, illuminating the path of enlightenment for others with Wisdom embodied through self-sacrifice, and Truth remembered through direct revelation. The first part of my life gave me much to learn and heal from and my awakening was, to be frank, quite dramatic. My channel was blasted open when I had no idea what channeling was and would sometimes erupt in public places or while I was working. I could suddenly feel energy fields of car accidents as I drove through them that would have me spiraling into fear and chaos that wasn't mine. I was triggered into spontaneous healings where I would purge tidal waves of repressed pain and not understand where it was coming from. I had no idea what was happening to me and trying to find help was near impossible, which was by design. Frustrated with not being able to find anyone that would believe what I was experiencing and help me, I would cry up at where I thought God was and beg for help, and I would always hear a calm, steady voice tell me, "Help yourself."

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Slowly but surely, that's exactly what I figured out how to do. I devoted myself to my own healing through meditation and found my Soul parts there ready to guide me with helpful hints. I learned about soul retrieval, parts work, the Ho'oponopono prayer, and light and frequency healing through direct revelation and practice, before I ever knew there were books on the topics. I used these tools and practices to transmute all of my trauma, embrace compassion and empathy for those that harmed me, and to bring myself home to My Self. The path to God was illuminated naturally as a biproduct of the work we did in darkness and stillness.

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After coming home to God as an organic effect of the healing process, I wanted nothing more than to dissolve all that stood in the way of reunification with the fullness of my Divinity. Phase two of my journey was thus initiated, and I learned about Light Body activation and restoration while embodying my multidimensional God Self. Anytime I would get frustrated and seek help, I would be blocked from receiving it and I would hear the same voice, "Help yourself." It was infuriating and it sent me into fits of rage with God and Life, feeling tortured, victimized, and forsaken, as we humans do when we forget we are part of the Oneness. I came to understand that we (Soul) planned it this way and I was simply being reminded of the plan. We were never meant to read books or get our information from others. There is an immense amount of misinformation out there. The only real Truth that can be trusted comes from within, always, and this was the only real way I was going to be able to break free of the false matrix programming; by going within to remember the Truth for myself.

This is the way of a Torch Bearer. We go into the darkness to recover the Light that has been hidden so we can use that Light to guide others Home. I do not shudder in shadow. In my own journey through the Underworld, I alchemized addiction, rewrote childhood abuse, and even embraced sexual trauma. After shining the light on all distortion and dissolving all illusion, I remembered the Light of God within me and activated my multi-dimensional gifts of Healing and Divine Transmission. The wisdom and healing we offer changes lives. I won’t heal you; I will teach you how to heal yourself. I won’t give you all the answers; I will teach you how to find them yourself. I will not attempt to convince you that God is real; I will show you how to find God within you, all by yourself. Sister, I want you empowered.

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